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A note from the past

Workplace has been going on its boring routine again.I decided to eat lunch out this chilling noon,in hope to ease the boredom.Kimchi was calling for me  as i passed by my fav korean restaurant.Surprisingly ,Mr Park,the owner initiated a chat with me

I was surprised and slightly embarrased as he mentioned the note i left him about a year ago.

‘Ah~ so he really read and remembered’

 When i just got started working here,i was a frequent to Mr park’s restaurant.As i could recall,it wasn’t a pleasant day before the lunch hour on that day.Feeling down and demotivated but was cheered up by the delicious foods.Later I left them an encouraging note of compliments in korean

Today,he asked if i had studied hangul somewhere.The chat got more interesting eventually ,when he offered to borrow me some korean text books which i couldn’t find it here.I was really delighted by his kind offer but how could i accept something from a person i barely known ?He showed a beginner level workbook and asked if i could read it.I can tell he was amazed that i was better than he imagined.Hah..yes bragging state now.

I just feel happy though, not knowing exactly the reason.

ps: i know should learn to trust other and myself more.However ‘Trust’ is something i can’t seems to give out easily.By giving trust means giving a moment of life to a person.I’m not kind and sharing enough to do so yet.Selfish,maybe.

STILL I’ll conclude that today is such a happy day despite the 8 hrs of boredom.We finally got to hear about his schedule again.I grinned on the way home.

^_______________^ (Yeah,just like this)

It just happened without me realising.How,When or Why ….that he becomes part of my life.And i doubt,if someday even he might be gone,the void would still be remained as empty because..

Just because,he is irreplaceable to me.

I would rather feel the emptiness left than finding a substitution . Having someone replaced is not wonderful thinking.

I shall keep reminded the ‘owner’ who once residing in this empty space and be thankful for having him as part of my life :)